I just want to be someone’s someone!
Yeah…so what?! I shoot guns, ride motorcycles, play with bulls, wrestle with boys and drink whiskey. I may be a career driven woman, leery about child birth and curse like a sailor…but I still hurt with the broken hearted, cry with the sad, and yern with the fairy-tale dreamers! I’m still a woman! I still want to be held, loved, desired, wanted, to be someone’s someone! 
Stickin’ to my guns!
I have come to the realization that I am an old soul and have a fairy tale princess inside of me. I know this is not how the world operates any longer but I cannot deny who I am and conform to today’s society. If it takes me longer than expected and many miles of traveling to find prince charming, so be it! I want to captivate him, to leave him in awe, to make his heart skip a beat. I want him not to hesitate to take me into his arms and twirl me round a dance floor. I don’t want him to be afraid at all as a matter of fact! I want to explore the world with him…try new adventures, challenge one another!
There’s this guy…
The situation is like fishing…I have my line out there with amazing bait and he’s that big ass prize winning fish swimming all around my bait. And I know for a fact and he knows that’s his favorite bait of all times! I can see his silhouette swimming in circles and he hints at going for it but doesn’t fully take it. You want to talk about nerves and patience?!?! OMG!
I wish more men had this mentality!
This is a friend from high school singing Josh Thomspon’s “I won’t go crazy”
“I think the universe only wants me associating with really awesome men!”
I had this as a facebook post and it got me thinking, I wanted to explain myself a little more after I had a handful of people liking and commenting on it. Again, another light bulb AH-HAH! moments happened here. I was online and I kept getting these IM’s on one of my social networking sites and then I realized he was a gentlemen of a pretty famous status. I was taken back and wondered why he was chatting with me and if he was really who he says he is. After long interrogation, he was in fact HIM! After acting all cool and not letting his status get to me and carrying on a conversation, it hit me! Wow….all the “vanilla men” in my life have been around for a short amount of time and had nothing to contribute and had no interested in who I was or what I enjoyed. Now that I’ve observed the men who have stuck around and are still a stable in my world, they are incredible prestigious men!
Some of you wonder “who was that guy?” “what’s he famous for?” Well ladies and gentlemen, that was the thing…I made sure NOT to discuss his spot light talent and get to know him as a person and found out that this tough guy uses art as an outlet! COOL HUH?! Wow…it really brought him down to human level from his stardom pedestal!
From now on, I will no longer settle for plain vanilla because that’s not what’s suppose to be in my life. Because I’m very unique and extraordinary, so will be the men that come along and stay awhile!
My inner Disney Princess
I just LOVE those light bulb over the head moments, don’t you?!?!
I went to go see the Disney movie, Tangled this weekend in theaters and was IN LOVE!!! That’ movie had my heart fluttering and my inner Disney Princess on cloud nine.
Today, it struck me…why don’t I do a marathon of wonderful movies with wonderful feminine characters in it that I was drawn to as a child.
You have duchess and Marie in Aristocats
Of course all the Princesses in their movies
Jessica Rabbit and Bettie Boop in Rodger Rabbit
and the list goes on!
I’m lost without you!
I have been preparing myself for my big transformation of exiling men out of my life for 47 days. The first thing I decided to do was remove my account from the oh so ever popular dating website, plenty of fish!
That’s why I am here now, writing! It’s safe to say that having an account for over a year, one would begin to develop a routine. Wake up in the morning, check for messages…sign in at lunch time, read replies…after dinner and all errands are taken care of, it’s shopping time! I would have to say I am guilty at occupying my free time with this addiction. This is an addiction that I will be struggling with…the communication, the steady stream of compliments, and potential dating prospects. I have given up soda before and that was easier than this and THAT IS CAFFEINE!!
POF……I MISS YOU, TERRIBLY!!! 
